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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

  Copyright © 2017 by Jen Gilroy

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  ISBNs: 978-1-4555-6960-1 (mass market), 978-1-4555-4035-8 (ebook)

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  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Epilogue

  A Preview of BACK HOME AT FIREFLY LAKE

  About the Author

  Acclaim for Jen Gilroy The Cottage at Firefly Lake

  Newsletters

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  For my daughter, with all my love. I’m so lucky to be your mum.

  Acknowledgments

  As always, I’m indebted to Dawn Dowdle, who is not only my literary agent but also my friend. Both personally and professionally, Dawn’s support is invaluable, and I’m grateful she’s a partner in my writing career.

  I also extend appreciation to my fabulous editor, Michele Bidelspach; Elizabeth Turner, art director; and the entire Grand Central Forever team who work so hard to help make my books shine.

  Thanks to the anonymous reviewer who critiqued an early version of this story via the Romantic Novelists’ Association (RNA) New Writers’ Scheme (NWS). That feedback helped me dig deeper into character and taught me much about writing craft.

  My RWA Golden Heart class of 2015, the Dragonflies, are a steadfast source of friendship and encouragement. Once again, the dragonfly reference is for you.

  Jennifer Brodie, Tracy Brody, and Arlene McFarlane have lifted me up through some very tough times. Thank you, my friends.

  Special thanks are also due to Jennifer Brodie, who provided insightful comments on the first chapter of Summer on Firefly Lake when I needed a wise and detached sounding board.

  My dear friend Susanna Bavin is the best supporter any author could hope for. Generous, loyal, and kind, she’s a blessing in my writing life and beyond.

  To the women who have shared their experience of divorce and single parenting with me, thank you. Your devotion to your children is exemplary, and your strength and courage in building a better life inspire me.

  I have also walked alongside loved ones on their cancer journeys. Those experiences shaped this story as well.

  To my husband, Tech Guy; our daughter, English Rose; and Heidi, the sister of my heart. Thank you for your love and support and always being in my corner.

  Not least, I’m grateful to my parents, who gave me both roots and wings. Their abiding love reaches beyond death to nurture and sustain me.

  Chapter One

  You want to hire me?” Mia Connell laced her fingers together, and the pad of her thumb lingered on the bare space where her wedding and engagement rings had once nestled.

  “Why not? Friends help each other out.” Nick McGuire’s smile had a sexy edge, and Mia’s breathing quickened. “In this part of Vermont we all depend on one another.”

  That sense of community was one of the reasons she’d moved to Firefly Lake last month. “I appreciate the offer, but I’ve already got a job. Two jobs. When school starts, I’ll have private music students and substitute teaching. Besides, you’ve helped me out so much already.”

  And Mia had a plan. To be independent and stand on her own two feet. To take control of the life that had gotten stuck on hold when she’d married young and given everything to her family.

  Nick’s smile broadened. “Why can’t my hiring you to help my mother be part of your new start? It’d only be for a few weeks.”

  The new start was part of the new life she was determined to build out of the rubble of the old one. Mia glanced around the gracious hall that led to a country-style kitchen, where July sunlight flooded through the French doors at the back of the house. “I’m surprised your mom wants to sell Harbor House.”

  “This place is way too big for her.” Nick scrubbed a hand across his face. “We’ve made an offer on a new bungalow in the development by the lake. She’s thrilled. She won’t have to go up and down flights of stairs every day, and the house has a small yard, so it’ll be easy to maintain.”

  “She’s lived here so long.” Mia looped his mom’s dry cleaning over one arm and backed toward the kitchen.

  “Too long.” Nick took the dry-cleaning bag, hung it on a hook behind the kitchen door, and followed Mia.

  He nudged six-four, and with his wind-ruffled dark hair, white shirt open at the neck, and loose tie, Nick was a lifetime away from the badass kid Mia remembered, the one who’d hung around the edges of her life for those endless vacations she’d spent at her family’s summer cottage on Firefly Lake outside town. He was the kid who’d become a man who never lost control and who, in the last year, had also become her friend, cheerleader, and steady compass in a world that had spun off its axis.

  “I’m not a professional organizer.” She tried to ignore the flutter in her chest that was new. It had nothing to do with friendship and everything to do with the way Nick’s shoulders filled out his shirt.

  “Mom doesn’t want a stranger in her house. She wants someone she already knows and trusts. With all the moves you’ve had, you’d be a natural.”

  “Surely your sisters want to be involved. They’re her family.”

  “They’d help if I asked them to, but…” A pulse ticked in Nick’s jaw. “Cat’s teaching summer school in Boston. As for Georgia, she couldn’t organize herself or anyone else. Besides, she’s at that retreat center in India until Christmas.”

  “My daughters…” Mia’s chest tightened and her throat got raw.

  “Are with their d
ad in Dallas for the next month.” Nick closed the distance between them.

  As if she needed a reminder of the custody and visitation agreement with her ex-husband. Sending her two girls thousands of miles away to stay with him and another woman had torn Mia apart. “My sister needs me to help get ready for the baby. It’s Charlie’s first, and I’m the only family she has.”

  “Her husband and his whole family hover over Charlie twenty-four/seven.”

  Mia sucked in air as Nick moved even closer.

  “Besides, if Charlie needs you so much, why did I find her barricaded behind her laptop yesterday in the back booth of the diner? And why did she make me promise not to tell anybody, you included, where she was?”

  “She’s almost eight months pregnant. Pregnant women are hormonal.”

  A shadow flitted across Nick’s face and was gone almost before Mia registered it. “Charlie didn’t look hormonal. If you ask me, she looked pissed off.”

  “See, she’s hormonal.”

  Mia looked out the French doors at the terraced gardens surrounding the stately Victorian perched high above Firefly Lake. The small town was spread out below, and the spire of the Episcopal church rose out of the trees near the town green. A patchwork of rooftops sloped toward the gentle scoop in the lake from which Harbor House took its name. The whole scene was encircled by the rolling Vermont hills, which made her feel safe and protected in this little corner of the Northeast Kingdom.

  “Please?” Nick’s breath warmed her cheek, and the scent of his aftershave enveloped her, cedarwood and amber topped with something crisp, confident, and suave. “While your girls are in Dallas, you could stay here. Mom could sure use the company.”

  His mellow baritone tugged at an almost forgotten place inside her, and Mia smoothed a wayward strand of brown hair. She was being ridiculous. Why shouldn’t she help Gabrielle? The money Nick offered was more than generous, and it was money she needed as more security for the girls. Besides, staying in Harbor House would be perfect. She wouldn’t have to live in a construction zone while the new kitchen was installed at her place.

  It was time to stop the excuses. It was also time to stop the self-doubt, which had made her defer to others and ignore what she wanted and needed.

  “I’d have to have a contract.” She tried to sound competent and professional. “To get this house ready for sale is a bigger job than you might think.”

  “Of course.” Nick gave her an easy smile, all business. His eyes were dark blue with a hint of steel. “We can work on one together.”

  “I couldn’t work set hours.” She smiled in return. The kind of smile she’d perfected as the doctor’s daughter, the executive’s wife, and the queen of more beauty pageants than she could count.

  “Completely flexible. You’d be doing me a big favor.” Nick pulled at his tie, took it off, and stuffed it in the pocket of his suit jacket.

  “I can start today if you want.” Mia’s stomach churned.

  “Mom will be thrilled. I knew we could count on you.”

  Everyone had always counted on her. First her parents, then her husband and daughters and all the organizations where she’d volunteered in each new city her husband’s job had taken them to. She was helpful and dependable Mia. But she was also a thirty-nine-year-old woman, and it was more than time she learned to count on herself. Depend on herself.

  “There’s one more thing.” She plumped a stray cushion and slid it back onto a chair in the breakfast nook, a sunny alcove that overlooked a pond thick with water lilies.

  “Anything.” Nick gave her the smile again that almost made her forget he was her friend—the only male friend she’d ever had who didn’t want something she couldn’t give.

  She nudged a dog basket aside with one shoe, and the red kitten heels gave her a confidence she didn’t feel. “I agree your mom needs help. She hasn’t gotten her strength back after being sick. You work all the time and your sisters aren’t around much, so she’s here alone.”

  “I gave her Pixie.”

  At the sound of her name a tiny whirlwind barreled past them with its tail up. It had fluffy white fur and short legs. It also had a bark at odds with the dog’s small size.

  A laugh bubbled inside Mia and rippled out before she could stop it. “Your mom needs more in her life than a dog.”

  The Maltese gave her a bright-eyed stare.

  “But—”

  Mia lifted a hand as she glimpsed a flash of orange under the weeping willow by the pond. Nick’s mom in her garden smock. “You think your mom needs to move, but I’m not so sure. This house has been in her family for generations. She’s rooted here.”

  With the kind of roots Mia longed for.

  “It’s not like she has to leave Firefly Lake. She’ll still have friends nearby and all her clubs.” Nick avoided Mia’s gaze.

  “Harbor House is her home. To leave it, even if she’s as excited about the new bungalow as you say, is bound to be a wrench.” Mia stepped around Pixie and gestured toward the window. “Look at those beautiful gardens. Those plants mean the world to her.”

  It wasn’t only the plants. It was the memories of children who’d toddled on chubby legs around the garden paths, and the pencil scratches on the kitchen door to mark how they’d grown. The memories of Christmases and Thanksgivings and birthdays that, when put together, made the fabric of a life and a house a home.

  Mia swallowed. This wasn’t her house or her garden. She had to focus on her daughters. To provide for them and be a mother they could be proud of.

  “I’m looking out for Mom.” Nick’s expression hardened. “That’s my job.”

  “Of course it is.” One of Mia’s heels snagged Pixie’s basket, and she grabbed a kitchen chair to keep her balance. “But if I help your mom like you want, looking out for her becomes my job too. It means more than dropping off her dry cleaning and popping in every few days with cookies or a casserole.” She took a deep breath and straightened to her full height, which even in the shoes only brought her to Nick’s collar, stiff, white, and unyielding.

  “That’s what I’d pay you for.”

  Mia channeled the woman she wanted to be instead of the one everyone expected. “If your mom changes her mind about selling Harbor House, will you accept her decision and not stand in her way?”

  “Why would she change her mind?” Nick picked up the dog, who eyed Mia, unblinking. “I want you to help Mom, but I don’t want—”

  “You can’t have it both ways. I’ll help your mom and live here with her for the next few weeks, but I won’t let you push her into anything.”

  Or let him push her into anything, either.

  “I’m only doing what’s best for Mom.” Nick’s features were a careful blank.

  “Best for her or best for you?”

  Nick opened his mouth, closed it, and fiddled with his watch strap.

  Before she lost her nerve, Mia turned and walked out of the kitchen, her heels a comforting staccato on the tiled floor.

  Nick set a wiggling Pixie in her basket and pressed his fingers to his temples in a vain effort to erase the image of the little sway to Mia’s hips as she walked away from him in those sexy red shoes. How her hair, fastened away from her face with a clip, was like a sleek, dark pelt, except for one rogue curl that had escaped to brush the perfect curve of her cheek.

  He balled his hands into fists and looked out the window. On the upper terrace, a breeze off Firefly Lake stirred the patio umbrella, and his mom walked up the gravel path to the old summer kitchen. His breath caught as she wrestled the light screen door open. She didn’t want his help, but illness had made her need his help, made her vulnerable.

  Mia was vulnerable, too. It was in the tight set of her jaw and the stiff way she held herself. It was in the tension that radiated off her and the pain that lurked in the depths of her beautiful brown eyes.

  That pain caught him unaware and sparked feelings as unwelcome as they were unexpected. Mia was his friend and a si
ngle mother. Two good reasons, if he’d needed any, why he couldn’t let those feelings go anywhere.

  He shrugged out of his suit jacket and draped it over a kitchen chair. His mother had to move. That was the plan. Then he could go back to New York City, leave the apartment over the law office on Main Street behind, start his life over, and claw back the self-respect his ex-wife had yanked away.

  Nick moved into the hall. The formal dining room was to his right. The massive oak table where he’d eaten Christmas dinner for thirty of his thirty-nine years was piled high with art supplies, and an easel stood in front of the bay window. Sunbeams bounced off the crystal in the glass-fronted cabinets and gleamed on his great-grandmother’s silver tea service.

  “Mia?”

  Pixie bumped his leg and yipped, her steps muffled by the thick carpet.

  He shook his head at the dog and crossed the hall again toward the living room at the front of the house. Pale sunlight filtered between heavy patterned drapes. Decorated in faded gold and cream, it was an obstacle course of side tables, spindly chairs, two Victorian horsehair sofas, and a baby grand piano nobody ever played.

  “You don’t know what your help will mean to me, honey.” His mom’s voice came from the alcove off the living room. Connected to the summer kitchen by a short passage, the small room had once been his dad’s office.

  “I can stay here while my daughters are with their father.”

  Mia’s gentle voice comforted him like the liquid amber of single malt Scotch whiskey. Except those days were long gone. He’d turned his life around. In all the ways that counted, he wasn’t the guy he’d once been.

  “Nick’s right. This house is too big for an old woman to rattle around in alone.” His mom’s trademark silver bracelets jingled.

  “You’re only sixty-two,” Mia said. “That’s not old.”

  “The cancer was a wake-up call.” His mom’s voice was low. “I thought I had all the time in the world, but it turns out I’m as mortal as anybody else. Besides, this house needs a family.”

  Nick’s body was heavy. It should have been his family here. Before he’d found out he couldn’t give his wife the children they both wanted and he’d never be a family man.